BLAH!!

ugh, my xanga is so much better than my myspace. and the rainbow of my myspace completely contradicts the blackness of my xanga. I like my xanga. I customized it myself. Of course, the colors look like crap on everyone else's computer, but they look great on my ghetto version. Anywhoo........

Lately I've been feeling really sad. Not because of how depressing my life is, because I've learned to ignore that. I'm just sad about how there are so many lonely, depressed people in the world and I can't do anything to change it. I know, you can't please everyone, blah blah blah, but it's more than what people think of me. It's what they think of themselves. I just wish some people could see how great they are, instead of thinking that they're completely useless and worthless. Some of you may be thinking, "yeah, you're just saying that because you don't have any problems," but I'm not. I have more problems than most of you could even guess. It's just that it kills me that some of the people I love the most don't realize how much they're loved. And I'm afraid that by the time they do, it might be too late.

read and ponder~Hannah

Currently Listening Millennium Series Volume 5 - The 1990s see related

You know you were a child of the 90's if...

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air"
You've worn skorts and felt stylish
You yearned to be part of the Baby-Sitters club
You use to love playing with your MY Little Pet Shop
You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes

from Stephanie from "Full House"
You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
              on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
You wore a ponytail on the side of your head and had fluffed bangs
You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
You wanted to change your name to "JEM"  in kindergarten
You remember reading "Goosebumps"
You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
You remember the craze then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books.
You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not...
You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green Ranger were meant to

be together.
You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates
You ever got injured on a Slip 'n' Slide
You wore socks over leggings scrunched down
You remember boom boxes vs. cd players
You remember Alf, the little brown alien from Melmac and Vicki the Robot from "MY

Little Wonder"
You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool
You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"
You collected POGs and know the difference between a Slammer and a Slicer
You used to pretend to be a MIGHTY MORPHIN Power Ranger and you owned a Skip

It
You had at least one GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere
You watched the original Care Bears, My Little Pony, and Ninja Turtles
All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.(pencils.notebooks.binders.etc.)
You used to wear those stick on earings, not only on your ears, but at the corners of your

eyes.
You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"
You thought it would be so cool to be Alex Mack.
You know the Macarena by heart.
" Talk to the hand" ... enough said
You thought Brain woud finally take over the world
You had plastic streamers on your handle bars.
You owned scrunchies in array of colours
Your favorite color was neon-something

You called Jonathan Taylor Thomas JTT
You saw "Lion King" in theaters and cried when Simba's father died
You can remember using the black-and-green color apple computers and actually enjoyed

playing math games on them.
You thought "Mcgee and Me" was cool

WOW- there are like 2 of those things I didn't do!!!-  and my favorite colors were neon pink and orange, and JTT was the hottest kid alive(until he stopped growing, that is)

SAVE THE DRAMA!!!

OMG, I was just reading this stupid article about  stupid Paris Hilton and her stupid ego. See, Mischa Barton claimed that Paris had been sending her hate messages on her voicemail and calling her names in public. Mischa says that Paris just doesn't like anyone else around her age getting any attention, and she's not really mad about it. THEN PARIS SAYS that Mischa's just using her GREATER SUCCESS AND FAME to get attention. Hilton also had her PR guy state that there were no people her age that could possibly compete with her.

My Point: The fact that Paris Hilton IS less talented is beside the point. She doesn't have even a smidgen of talent- in fact, if she wasn't a born billionaire, people would see her for the ugly whore that she is. As for successful- yeah, if you count the fact that her last name alone is worth every cent she's ever made.  But. again...the real point

It's sad that people go out of their ways to cause trouble. It's pretty apparent that Hilton HUNGERS for the destruction of her competitors. She THRIVES off of it. And that's what makes me sick. It makes me sick that people are perverse enough to find ENJOYMENT out of the pain of others. What is the world coming to, that people have nothing better to do than destroy other people's lives? But then I look at the daily life of normal people, heck , even in my daily life, and I see smaller versions of cases like this all around. People cause all kinds of drama just to get attention. Sure, we all live for the occasional prank or "burn", but we never really think of how it affects people. I know I don't.

Just something for you to ponder about

<3 Hannah

Currently Listening The Beatles (The White Album) By The Beatles see related

AHH LIFE!!

So....I should be working right now, but I'm not. Oh well, nobody likes GPA whores anyway, lol, soooo far from that. So, I went w/ Kel to the mall today, and the stupid salespeople got all mad at us for wanting the shirt on the stupid manikin (yeah, that's how you spell it). I was like, WTF? who gives a crap, the headless doll can wear a freakin medium. So, yeah, suncoast is closing so I'm gonna go buy a million animes. haha, not really cuz I'm poor, but that's okay. I need to get a job so I don't dress like a complete slob. I hate clothes. I hate being a girl so that I have to look nice. I wish I could just throw on an old t-shirt and jeans and be fine. But noooooo, we must wear make up and straighten our hair and wear matching accessories. haha, I should just run around naked. That would be WAY more interesting. It would also be very cold. Speaking of which, it better snow soon, or else this winter will be a complete waste. I wrote a poem last night. I'm pretty sure it was about the suckiness of life. and imprisonment. yeah. I'll post it later so everyone can think I'm emo. woohoo. so, i gotta get offline because i have responsibility. Joy.

Currently Listening A Fever You Can't Sweat Out By Panic! At the Disco see related

LIFE

SUCKS.......

and there's nothing I can do to change it......